... The original draft of this article was conceptualized as an evocative autoethnography (Bochner & Ellis, 2016), and a CAP ethnography, using writing as a method of inquiry (Richardson & St. Pierre, 2005). I had been moved by the body of work by Richardson which explores emotions, feelings, and subjective experiences, without adhering to the restrictive conventions of the traditional social scientific approach, including completely eschewing the practice of referencing the work of others (Richardson, 1995(Richardson, , 1997(Richardson, , 1998a(Richardson, , 1998b(Richardson, , 1999(Richardson, , 2000b(Richardson, , 2003(Richardson, , 2005(Richardson, , 2008(Richardson, , 2010(Richardson, , 2011(Richardson, , 2013(Richardson, , 2014a(Richardson, , 2014bRichardson & Lockridge, 1991, 2002. I was impressed by Richardson's revelation of the false dichotomy between the social sciences and literary genres (Richardson, 1997), including the fact that ...